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Feb. 24th, 2009 @ 07:16 am blah
I am: depressed
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DisorderRating
Paranoid Disorder:Low
Schizoid Disorder:High
Schizotypal Disorder:High
Antisocial Disorder:High
Borderline Disorder:Low
Histrionic Disorder:Low
Narcissistic Disorder:Moderate
Avoidant Disorder:Moderate
Dependent Disorder:Low
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:Moderate

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Dec. 28th, 2008 @ 03:41 am (no subject)
THIS JUST IN!!!!!!!!!
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Dec. 25th, 2008 @ 11:18 pm MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS
I am: happy
C:\Download.exe:: You're a mean one, Mr Grinch
MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS!

Playing rock band while drinking and singing as though you are a death metal singer is fun!
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Dec. 15th, 2008 @ 09:05 pm Depressing as it is...
I am: apathetic
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The past few months have been nothing but a roller coaster for me. Experiencing new lows and a few new highs my life is far but a merry go round. I recently got back into larp and it has been fun. Even when I caused a whole lot of drama, and made the people around me almost crap their pants it was all a good laugh. Though when I caused drama on WoW things went down hill fast. It kinda sucked knowing that half the horde on Feathermoon hates me but eh oh well it is only a game.

I still have no job, no school, been living with my folks for the past years that I have been out of it. I am trying to find my place in the world but it is not working, the thought of taking drugs or becoming a drunk sounds more entertaining than finding out what career path I should take.. but then I don't want to have the headache of coming off the drugs or drunkness. Wish it could be simpler to find what I want to do with my life even for a second. Guess I will just go back to playing my games and make everyone else happy around me.

Tis the season to be merry and fat.

I say BAH HUMBUG
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Sep. 23rd, 2008 @ 02:23 pm Choices
I am: bouncy
C:\Download.exe:: Play that funky music white boy!
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So I recently put in an application to many places but only three different employers. UDF, Best Buy, and haven't turned in the application for Bed Bath and Beyond. UDF called me and wanted to know if I can come in on Wednesday and fill out more of the application. I am kinda nervous about going in because I am not sure if I want to have the job and not sure what the store is like and how they treat their employees. So many questions...

I am probably going to go in anyway to fill it out just see what it is like but I honestly do not know what I want to do. Maybe having that job will bring me monetary happiness. Maybe it won't. I should find out.
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Sep. 2nd, 2008 @ 01:03 pm Jobless yet again...
I am: cranky
So I quit my job at Kings Island the other day. I quit it because I couldn't sit down or lean against things due to my calf muscles just burning and feeling like they were going to pop. They hurt all last week and I could barely walk on them let alone climb up the stairs or down the stairs. I have never been in so much pain and anguish in my life... It was very frustrating because whenever I would go up any stairs I felt like quitting and not even bothering going up it. Stupid work.

So now I am looking for jobs and trying to find work. Thinking about applying at goodwill or bed, bath, and beyond. Who knows what I should do.

More to come later.
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Aug. 27th, 2008 @ 03:22 am I'm an asshole
I am: amused
C:\Download.exe:: When worlds collide
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I am an asshole.
Many would probably say that after getting to know me, or knowing my behavior. It must be the way life has shaped and molded me. I could be the air that I breathe in every so often. Could be the jokes I listen to or the television that I watch. I do not know why it has happened to be like this but hey this is what I am. Wonder if I can change it in the future or it is something that I just will grow out of. Who knows what the future will hold and what it can tell me?

You know what I think about the future? I say fuck it.
You know what I say about life? Screw it.

You know what I say about fucking? I say do what the fuck you want with it. You don't need to talk about it unless you want to. You don't have to be nosy little bitches that crawl around the surface of my skin trying to dig into it like some people would. If you want to know about what I think I will tell it to you. I will tell it to you straight up on my terms and then tell you to fuck off if you don't like it. That is who I am and what I have came up to be.

Fuck you if you haven't had sex or if you haven't had it in a while.
Just fuck you assholes.
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Aug. 24th, 2008 @ 10:57 am Before I start my job
I am: awake
C:\Download.exe:: Silence
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Your result for The Supervillain Archetype Test...

The Psycho


The Psycho stalks the dreams of everyone; hero, civilian, and even fellow villains. Nobody and nothing is safe from you, and you're loving every minute of it.


You don't really have a goal; you kill, steal, destroy and otherwise cause mayhem because you can. Psychos don't need a reason for what they do, they just do it. Want to kick a puppy? Go ahead. Psychos do what the voices tell them to do, without regrets. In essence, they may be the purest beings on Earth. Because of their omnicidal tendencies, Psychos almost never work in groups of more than two.


The main weakness of the Psycho is his greatest strength; his insanity. While his crazy makes him unpredictable, it also makes him stupid, at times. Easy to trick. A Psycho could be caught by the world's biggest mousetrap if you put a big enough piece of cheese on it.


Sample Psychos: Carnage, Bane, Jack the Ripper

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Thought finally putting something out would do something. I hate it when piece of my art goes to waste like this. Just haven't been in the mood to express my feelings to others.

Your result for Which DragonLance Character Are You?...

Raistlin


Talented, extremely ambitious, thirsty for knowledge, and destined for greatness, you are Raistlin Majere, everyone's favorite kinda-good-but-mostly-evil DragonLance character.

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To no surprise it is Raist... doesn't surprise me but I wanted to get Lord Soth
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May. 18th, 2008 @ 03:03 am The poem I write
I am: sad
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Man of Iron I am not,
Super about the man is no,
Bats of dark always I fright,
Spiderwebs along the walls I carry.

My sight I see with fine,
Hearing the words echo in mind,
Feeling the fingers touch on paper,
Nostrils wanting to sniff the failure.

Writing here I sit with thoughts,
Words flowing around the ink spent,
Collecting them down to the paper,
Meaning is what needs to read.

My heart beats less and less,
The morrow I wake with surprise,
The day which I hope there
Is to have a bright future.
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Apr. 27th, 2008 @ 10:05 pm For all my friends and people I care about
I HATE YOU ALL
(My way of saying I love you still)
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Mar. 23rd, 2008 @ 04:07 pm Happy Easter
Happy Easter everyone!

Happy Solstice to you pagans.

Enjoy this fucking holiday despite what religion it is.
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Mar. 17th, 2008 @ 02:05 pm (no subject)
It is St. Patrick's day.

Go outside and stab a snake.

Or a pagan.

Both of them are reptiles.
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Feb. 29th, 2008 @ 01:16 am Links of awesome
Tell me what you think of these babies...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SKBCcA9LJzk&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SiBER4iVwCw


I hate you all.
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Feb. 21st, 2008 @ 10:19 pm (no subject)
I am: happy
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So it is my birthday today and it has been going good so far if it weren't for the fact that I keep getting some rancid burps now and then. Not only that but I hurt because of the fact that I have a hemroid and it is not that pleasant to go to the restroom. (Not that it was pleasant to go anyway.) The snow came down, and I am going to have to do the driveway... just waiting for it to be done completely so I can shovel all of it so it doesn't get coated again.

I got Bewitched, and two games for my birthday not to mention the usual check and card from my grandparents and one from my aunt and uncle. I like the cards a lot they are thoughtful and funny. My sister made me a card and put them on my bedroom door when I woke up today... It was very pleasing to see that people remembered it was my birthday and very joyous. But I wish I could ahve spent my birthday with my family more.

Damn night life.

Damn rancid burps...

Damn it all.
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Jan. 30th, 2008 @ 11:13 pm Just don't know
I am: worried
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I don't know about a lot of things.

I honestly don't know about some of my choices in my life and where they lead me. It is really tough choosing the paths that I have chosen and I wonder if some of them are the right choices in my life. The past few months have been hectic in choosing on what to do and where to go and how it is to be done. I wish I could just let life in general choose the choices for me sometimes but even then I am not sure about that because then it would be somewhat automated.

I just honestly do not know about my life right now.

Did I do everything right?

When is it my turn to be up?

Just some of the questions that are racing through my head constantly.

I am just a hopeless person that is lost in the wrong time era.
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Dec. 4th, 2007 @ 10:20 pm (no subject)
I am: pissed off
I hate applications. I hate paper work. That is all.
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Dec. 3rd, 2007 @ 06:04 pm Applications!
I am: blank
I am swamped in applications... weeeeeell not swamped but I am once again rejoining the ranks of the many many many people that need jobs.

Money sucks.
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Nov. 30th, 2007 @ 03:47 pm (no subject)
I am: blank
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It is hard to keep up with three blogs when the first one you is your very first and you just feel so blah to put something up. The second one is about something else and you feel like you need to write somethign about that something else and it feels good. The third one is just completely blank and has no writing or events put in on it. Oh well I WILL write more when it is December I assure myself that.
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Oct. 27th, 2007 @ 03:36 pm Insomnia sucks
I am: Insomnia
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So it has been 5 solid days that I have had about a 4-7 hour sleep schedule. It really really sucks to not sleep in or sleep more than 7 hours trying to get some sleep. I constantly toss and turn, try to center myself and collect my thoughts to think about the dream or a serene place. Every time that I get close to it, there seems to be a block or some change in the dream that awakes me to be not asleep. I hate it.

I want to sleep but I cannot.

If I try to get to sleep early I sleep even less and toss and turn, rolling around in my covers thinking about why I cannot fall asleep.

Anyone know why or have a solution as to why I cannot sleep or can help me get better sleepings?
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Oct. 18th, 2007 @ 05:32 am One
I am: depressed
The ground has stopped

victory has been placed

the loser must face

a death of deaths

Cries of victory throughout

The life of one

Is definately not just

the power of two.
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